Yesterday, I went to see the Israeli film Einaym Pkuhot (Eyes Wide Open), a love story about a Aaron, a devout Jewish Orthodox butcher and father of four, and Ezri, a Yeshiva student who became his assistant.  The film gave me insight into the ritualistism and dogmatism of Orthodox Judaism, and  how ultraconformist the society is. The story was sad, mainly because of the hateful homophobia Ezri faced, but also of how Aaron's life was turned upside down - both threatened with ostracism in a community where everything revolves around religion. When confronted by his rabbi why Aaron insisted on having Ezri in his shop, he shouted "I am alive" which was quite powerful. For me it made a big impact because this relationship was laden with a lot of sadness and secrecy. The only time Aaron looked happy was when they were immersed in the cold spring in the middle of winter. Another aspect of the film that struck me was the lack of colour. Everything was so drab and dull, which makes Ezri's hobby as a "sketcher" and the illicit relationship novel especially for Aaron. It's unfortunate that Aaron was married but the strength of his wife was very admirable. Duty above all else. But then again who could resist someone as beautiful as Ezri, eh?



Then this comes: Death as Israel storms aid ship which makes me very angry. Aaaaaarrrggghhhh. Now back to the boycott.